Semidrama.

I'm starting this on thursday, but I know I wont finish it until tomorrow. besides, 3 blogs in one day, might be a bit much x.x

So I'm friends with an ex I dated 3 yrs ago. He broke up with his girl a month or so ago. we keep making plans to grab coffee but I keep flaking because of stuff coming up [picking up the boyfriend, driving someone to work, etc]

So the other day we are talking [about him getting a GED] and out of nowhere, really he says:
On another note I miss you.

Well, we haven't talked in a week or so, so I take this semicasually.
I miss ya too, we haven't hung out in ages.
then a second msg,
Maybe I should help you study for the GED

Him:
That would be helpful
and a second msg from him:
I wish shit would have worked out between us.

Me:
Yeah, but I'm a horrid girlfriend so it's probably best it didn't.

Him:
Youre so easy to talk to and beautiful.

Me:
I'm not beautiful, I'm fat. x.x I can't argue that I'm easy to talk to.

short story: we go back and forth about how apparently wonderful I am, how he doesnt think I get told it enough, how I think he's just messed up over his last gf, he doesn't think so, etcetcetc.

WTF?

I can't lie, I did smile, enjoy it. It felt nice, him saying those things. I didn't force the subject to change like I should have. I didn't exactly encourage it either. but I didn't discourage it either.

The discussion turned to me saying I'm the reason we broke up, being borderline and unable to control myself. He said it was a choice of mine, so I sent a few links to educate him.

Later that night I sent him a txt,
Did you read those links? I hope ya did <3
I meant like, I'd love it if he did, but it wasn't very specific to that. He said he'd read them when he got home from work. o.O


I... don't know. I haven't talked to him in a day or 2.
It's not like I love him, My emotions aren't involved really at all. but I kinda like knowing that someone regrets not being with me.

I'll write later, I think I should introduce some backstory. o.O