Disclaimer: Borderline Personality disorder is a very painful disorder for the BP and the people around him/her. Do not attempt to self-diagnose yourself for Borderline Personality Disorder, or anything other mental illness. If you feel that you, or someone you know needs help, please contact a mental health professional.
There are many books about borderline personality. There are also many books demonizing BPs. Please, attempt to distinguish the person from the disorder.
Undercover Borderline is just a person who can't cope with herself. Who cannot deal with seeing her young lover die. Who is constantly concerned about screwing up her child. Who can not remember how to act around men she cares about. Who can not get shattered again, yet is throwing her heart on the pavement, begging for it to be smashed. Trying to overcome things on her own. ish. Support from friends/family who never seem to get the extent of her suffering.
