So had to drive down another country road late at night for work. It was awful, to be honest. luckily the second night I had a coworker follow me so she could get home okay, that kept my mind occupied. I was also focusing on the one that shattered me, rather than the one that left me. It helped, but it isnt a good method to use. I've been splitting him white lately. And it's only hurting me for it. but he's gone now. he may write me with the rest of his friends, but I'm pretty sure if I get anything it's out of boredom. To be honest, it's depressing how I'm always there for him when he needs it, but I can never talk to him >.> It's ok though. That's why I have the wonderful man I really don't deserve.
We're moving. I'm excited. I hate this town. I have hardly any friends here, and it's lonely. plus, even if we aren't moving far, it feels like it will be good for us. We're looking at places soon. I'm so hungry, think I'll go get food soon. I feel so stressed out >.> but it's alright. Life will be better once we do this.
Also, my friend has been staying with us. it's annoying as shit at this point. I usually ask him to take out the dog when he's awake, and today I think he was irate about it. probably porning it up on his furry chat. ew. he says "whens the last time you took her out?" I could have said I do it all the time when he's asleep, which is true, but instead I said "when's the last time you cleaned something?"
Maybe it's just me, but if you have free room and board, you should be a little grateful and do some housework. Sure he babysits here and there, but he does it lazily. not to mention we were gone with the kiddo for TWO days, and he didn't do a damn thing. yeah, I'm sick of it. So he suggests if I clean the kitchen, he'll do the dishes. I think he should do all of it, just to be thankful for the free internet and use of a computer and cable and a bed in his own room etc.
When we move we won't have room for him though, so he'll hafta find someone else to leech off of. I'm kinda thrilled by that. ok, more than kinda. I can't wait. ♥
Thats all for now, I think.
