Today/yesterday has been pretty good. but as always there's plenty of darkness. Though I've been able to keep it at bay.
I lost nearly 4lbs in less than a week so far. Thats good, right? I can't live with myself the way I am. I have to change it. I want to be pretty, like people tell me I am. I want to see it, with saying to myself "if you were skinny, if you didn't have such fat legs, fat hips, fatfatfat." That's the worse part I see of myself physically.
My mom tweezed my eyebrows for me today. We may not get along super well, I'm definitely not the favorite. but my eyebrows aren't beastly like before =P
I'm going to the gym soon. so I'm cutting this short.
I'll write about the ego and the id, and ex semidrama later. =P
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