Structure and Disappointment

Disappointment.

So my darling friend that I dig so much isn't coming over today. He's apparently going to spend time with his dad and go out to eat with him. He was so apologetic, and was like "you, you haven't started dinner yet, have you?" I almost wanted to say I had to see what he would do. but I don't wanna lie to him. If anything I would have lied if I had started it and didn't want him to feel bad about it.

I'm not mad, or really that upset. just kind of bummed because I was really looking forward to some time with him this weekend. >.> god I dig that boy. youngin though he is [a whole month younger- I must be robbing the cradle lol]

Structure.

This blog is a mess. disorganized jumble of impulsivity. I don't think before I post, I don't post certain things at certain times, etc. I feel like this inhibits me from having readers. o.O I want to change this I think